嫁の妊娠57 ～仕事というものはいかんせん～

嫁は今日から２６週目に入った。

出産予定日まであと９０日弱でお腹も日増しに大きくなっている。

いよいよ１クールを切り、今月始まった連続ドラマが最終回を迎えるころには我が子が生まれてしまう。

仕事を頑張ろうとボクも張り切っているのだが、仕事とはいかんせん、好不調の波がある。

特にボクのようにほぼフリーのノマドワーカーにとっては、その波の影響はモロに受ける。

１週間、定期的ないつもの仕事量しかない週もあれば、なぜこの週にこんなに重なるのかというほどに、１週間で２、３日は徹夜しないとこなせない仕事量が来るときもある。

忙しいのはいいことだとみんな言うが、仕事の多い週が３週ぐらい続くときもあり、そうなったらクッタクタになる。

まぁボクは平均以上に体力はあるほうだが、それでもなかなかどうして、なぜこんなに集中して重なるんだ、と走りたくなる。

時間のあった先週と振り分ければ上手い具合に進んだのに、と。

まぁでもそれがフリーで仕事をしている、毎日定時で仕事をして毎月同じ給料をもらうコトを拒否したボクらの宿命でもある。

その分、忙しかった週のギャラは丸ごと自分に返ってくる。ただ、逆もしかり。

そして、どちらがイイのだろうか、と、ときどき思う。

年収などを見てみると、恐らく主任や課長などになっている同じ年代のサラリーマンたちとそこまで変わらないように思う。

正社員さんたちのような保証はどこにもない。

失業保険も出るのか出ないのかわからない。

社会保険には入れないので自分で保険にも入らないといけない。

確定申告も自分だし。

しかし、好きな仕事をして、平日の昼間などの時間もある程度は自由に使えて、仕事場所も自分の好きなＣＡＦＥで出来るし、そうなってくると、やはりボクの性格上、フリーは辞められない。

稼ぐ額が同じぐらいなら、仕事についてのストレスが極端に少なく自由に動けるフリーのほうが断然イイと思ってしまう。

仕事が全てなくなるかもしれないが、そうなったらそうなったでさらにがむしゃらに仕事を取りに行けばいい。

それでもなければ、アルバイトでもなんでもすればいい。

仕事がないなんてことは、この世の中にはない。

最悪、肉体労働でもすればいい。

フリーのノマドワーカーをやっていく覚悟と言えば、それぐらいのこと。



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◆Wife's pregnancy57　～I don't go to anything as work, it isn't done.～

My wife entered in the 26th week from today.
A stomach also becomes big day by day in a little less than 90 days more until a childbearing due date.
When the continuous drama which has started this month cuts 1 cour increasingly and meets final, my child is born.
I'm excited, too, in order to persevere in work, there is undulation of the good bad condition which isn't done to which I don't go with work.
I undergo influence of the wave slam-bang for free NOMADOWAKA mostly like me in particular.
When coming, the work done why can't which be done when I don't sit up all night for 2 or 3 days a week so that I say whether it's so redundant in this week, when there are also 1 week and a week when you have only no periodic usual work done, is here.
Everyone says that a busy one is a good thing, but when continuing for about 3 weeks, the week with a lot of work is here, and if it'll be so, it'll be KUTTAKUTA.
Oh, it's the way where I have physical strength more than an average, but if it's why so quite to do it concentrate and be it redundant why, still I feel like running.
Though I advanced towards the good condition when dividing with last week when time was here.
Oh, but that's also our fate which refused Koto who works by the daily fixed time when I'm working free-lance and has the same payment every month.
The, that, the guarantee in a week that I was busy is returning to itself just as it is. Only, the reverse is also a reflection.
And which do you sometimes think the one from II?
When an annual income will be seen, I think it doesn't change to there with the office workers in the same time who probably become a chairman and a section chief.
A regular member, like, there is a guarantee nowhere.
I don't also know whether unemployment insurance is also that I go out or that I don't go out.
You can't buy a social insurance, so I also have to buy insurance by myself.
A final income tax return is also itself and.
But on my character and free can do favorite work and also use some degrees freely time of the weekday daytime, and can also do at the workshop in their favorite CAFE and when it's being so, aren't resigned from as expected.
The free way if an earned frame is about being same, where a stress about work can move freely little extremely, absolutely, I think II.
All work may disappear, but if it'll be so, you should go to get work more recklessly in NATTA which meets.
Still when you can cry, everything should work part-time.
There are no cases that I have no work this age.
It's worst and a servile work should be done.
That it's that when calling free kept resolution.

thank you