嫁の出産141 ～嫁との静かなる戦い～

昨年１０月に産まれた娘は、無事にもうすぐ半年を迎える。

何度も書いているが、とにかく体重も身長も標準よりデカく、健康優良児ど真ん中を突き進んでいる。

嫁もだいぶ子育てに慣れてきたようで、精神的にもだいぶ復活している。

まぁ、近いので埼玉の実家にはよく泊まりに帰るが。

ただそれは、嫁には言えないが、ボクにとっても大変助かること。

１人の時間ができる。

別に何をするわけでもないのだが、娘が生まれてからは夜９時になると家全体が「寝ろ」の雰囲気に包まれる。

ボクはリビングで仕事をしながらテレビを観るのだが、もちろん音量も小さので長めのイヤホンを買ってきて付けている。

そしてハードディスクに録っているドラマやバラエティーを見るのだが、嫁からの微妙な圧力を感じるときがある。

娘が３～４時間おきにおっぱいで起きるのだが、その度に、「まだ起きてるの？」みたいなことを言ってくる。

自分が寝ているときは人にも寝て欲しいらしい。

バラエティーを見ていて声を殺して笑っているときなどさらに怪訝な表情を見せる。

なんだろうか、自分が寝ているときに何か楽しいコトが起きているとでも思っているのだろうか？

真意は定かではないが、とにかくチクチクと見えない針が刺さる。

しかし、ボクは仕事もしているわけで、そんな圧力には屈しない。

これはボクと嫁との静かなる戦いだから。


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◆Wife's pregnancy141　～Quiet war with my wife～

My daughter born in October of last year meets half year soon safely.
It's being written many times, but anyway the weight and the height are plowing through the very healthy child dead center more largely than the standard.
My wife seems quite experienced in child rearing and also restores a lot mentally.
Oh, it's close, so I return often to stay in parents' home in Saitama.
My wife can't call that freely, but be saved very much for me, too.
Time of 1 person will be done.
The reason which does what isn't it also particularly, the whole house will be wrapped in the atmosphere in which "lie idle" at 9:00 in the evening after my daughter is born.
I watch television while working in the living room, the volume also is buying and is following rather long earphones by the one of the small size of course.
And the play and the variety which are being recorded on a hard disk are seen, there is time when the subtle pressure from my wife is felt.
My daughter gets up by a breast every 3-4 hours, the, a degree, I'm saying to look like "Still to get up?"
When one is sleeping, they seem to want a person to sleep, too.
When seeing a variety, suppressing the voice and laughing, a more dubious expression is shown.
What is it, that everything or funny Koto has occurred when one is sleeping, do you think?
The true meaning isn't certain, but anyway the needle which isn't seen scratchily sticks.
But I don't yield to such pressure by the reason for which I'm working.
Because this is a quiet war with me and my wife.

thank you